Selasa, 22 November 2016


That day when the stars came falling. It’s almost as if a scene from a dream. Nothing more, nothing less than a beautiful view. Why does the scenery of a town that no longer exists wring my heart so?

Once in a while when I wake up, I find myself crying. The dream I must’ve had I can never recall. But the sensation that I’ve lost something, lingers for a long time after I wake up. I feel like I’m always searching for someone, or something.

It feels like I'm diving into you at unparalleled speed. If that’s what it is, I’ll strive with grace.

Even though dreams fade away after you wake up, I'll treasure the experience. I wanted to tell you that wherever you may end up in this world, I will be searching for you. 

I’m always searching for something, for someone.
This feeling has possessed me I think, from that day
That day when the stars came falling.
"Hey…"
"What?"
"What will you do after you graduate?"
"What’s this? You asking about my future?"
(nods)
"Nothing special. I’ll probably keep on living a normal life in this town. I like it here. There’s always something special about this little town for me."
"aku juga berada di tempat yang sama, jadi aku sangat paham rasa takut dan kesendirianmu. tapi kesendirian itu bukanlah raja yang menguasai kita. kesendirian itu hanya awan yang terkadang datang lalu pergi. di luar sana masih banyak orang yang mengalami luka yang sama. jika kau membiarkan mereka begitu saja, bukankah kau sama saja mengabaikan dirimu di masa lalu? apa kau yakin akan membiarkannya begitu saja?"

Minggu, 20 November 2016

a waste of the person you are

you really have pretty eyes. they are like the fruit of hawthorn plant, swaying in the breeze. but, not even birds would eat them. they are not sweet, bitter or even poisonous, yet they are provide nothing.

Jika aku

Jika aku boleh memilih, aku ingin menjadi hujan. Aku akan menjelma menjadi tetesannya yang turun pelan-pelan. Mencuri pandangan mu dari balik jendela, menyimpan senyum mu di atas awan kelabu.

Tapi sayang, aku hanya mendung yang terbawa angin. Tak pernah sampai di halamanmu. Terlalu jauh aku bergerak dan pada akhirnya jatuh terhempas di tempat yang tak ku harap.